Drama

I'm sorry that it has been so long since my last post. I have been living in a Soap Opera. I seem to find myself standing in the middle of lots of drama. I'm not really big into drama for my life.
I have been asked to be a bridesmaid at my old roommate's wedding. I didn't think that I would ever find myself talking to her again for many reason. Serenity told me awhile ago to let go of the hurt that people have caused me in the past and I'm working on it. Sometimes it seems easier to keep ahold of the pain than to let go.
An ex-boyfriend, now friend, stationed in Japan told me today that he is indeed having a child and is getting married. He saw the ultrasound and suprisingly wanted to name the child after me if it was a girl. It didn't go over to well with his fiance. I never thought that I would have ever had that talk with him. I even helped him think of names. Man my life is weird. I don't even know what to do now.
Moving on and growing up sucks. I still want to kick and scream to get my own way like a child, but I can't I need to be grown up. Which sucks. I guess I'm not completely grown up. *grin*
Oh well time for something new.